Been deeply depressed the past two weeks but(!) called my doctor and actually saw her on Wednesday afternoon. Getting a handle on health took a giant step forward. Have a new prescription to deal with anxiety and depression.
Not so good on the stop shopping front. I had coupons and needed to use them before they expired. Part of my resolution re: shopping was that I didn't need to use every coupon I came across. But 30% off and $30 same as cash and I got a new skirt and two new shirts for less than $6. I don't know if I'm counting that as a win or not.
One last resolution: write, which I have not been doing. It's hard to be motivated to be creative when I don't even want to get out of bed. I have a story written and edited as much as I can do, but haven't posted it. Need to do that. Really, really need to do that.
Motivation: what are your motivations for the effort you're putting forward? What makes them personally inspiring? My main motivation is to get out of debt. And also to feel better emotionally and physically. I'm tired of the way I feel and it's all tied together. I hate feeling depressed and out of sorts and out of focus. I wasn't like this two years ago. I can't pinpoint when I started to feel this way, but it's only gotten worse and I want to go back to when I did feel better. I was creative and eager to do things. Which is why I want to write again. But again, I want to do this, which doesn't translate to actually doing so.
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Date: 2011-01-23 10:29 pm (UTC)Been deeply depressed the past two weeks but(!) called my doctor and actually saw her on Wednesday afternoon. Getting a handle on health took a giant step forward. Have a new prescription to deal with anxiety and depression.
Not so good on the stop shopping front. I had coupons and needed to use them before they expired. Part of my resolution re: shopping was that I didn't need to use every coupon I came across. But 30% off and $30 same as cash and I got a new skirt and two new shirts for less than $6. I don't know if I'm counting that as a win or not.
One last resolution: write, which I have not been doing. It's hard to be motivated to be creative when I don't even want to get out of bed. I have a story written and edited as much as I can do, but haven't posted it. Need to do that. Really, really need to do that.
Motivation: what are your motivations for the effort you're putting forward? What makes them personally inspiring? My main motivation is to get out of debt. And also to feel better emotionally and physically. I'm tired of the way I feel and it's all tied together. I hate feeling depressed and out of sorts and out of focus. I wasn't like this two years ago. I can't pinpoint when I started to feel this way, but it's only gotten worse and I want to go back to when I did feel better. I was creative and eager to do things. Which is why I want to write again. But again, I want to do this, which doesn't translate to actually doing so.